Today was day 6 of injections. I went to the doctor this morning to have an ultrasound and a blood draw. I had several good follicles (potentially 8) and several smaller follicles so far. I am excited and can't wait for next week. We will go back to the doctor on Saturday to see check the progress via ultrasound. On saturday we will actually go to the RMIA (invitro) clinic. This will be good, because we will be able to ask more questions prior to the big day. This afternoon I went with my friend Sarah to buy a new sweatsuit to wear to my surgery day. I wanted something comfortable and newer to wear. I also found a swimsuit cover up for our march florida trip in case my bikini days are on hold for awhile. When I got home Jason was busy making dinner and feeding our friends 4 month old baby girl. We babysit for them occasionally. I looked at her without an ounce of jealosy, because I know it won't be long until I will be holding my own baby. I held her in my arms and played with A*****. I thought how wonderful the interactions are between toddlers and infants. A***** loves babies and constantly wants to feed the baby and change her diaper. As I watched the interactions I thought.... I know mothers complain about how hectic a toddler and an infant are, but it is motherhood at it's best. You get to spend so much time together; bonding and discovering eachother. I hope that I will be lucky enough to have the opportunity someday to stay home all day caring for my baby and toddler. To drop everything else in life and just focus on the little ones. It is truly a blessed time in a mothers life, and this is what I long for someday. I don't care if the baby screams all day, and the jealous toddler demands to be held constantly. I promise I will see the positive and cherish every moment.
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